of studying for a major i have no passion for
of studying for classes that don’t interest me
of being a victim of asian parents
of lacking internal motivation
of lacking direction
of not knowing what i want
of not knowing my passions
sometimes i wonder…why i continue tryingwhen it seems futile
but the problem iseven if i wanted to,i can’t stop myself.
full of jealousythis heart so full of hatredyou can't call this Love.
Jesus, my comfort —
when we fail, He picks us up
never forsaken.